while studying abroad in Japan during college, switching over to aikido. I wasn’t sure I would ever find answers to my questions about invisible power—or if the answers even existed—but at least I could keep training my body and practicing “the Way.”
Over time, I realized that most people in the martial arts world have little or no idea about what ki is, and even if they do have an idea, very few have a palpable experience of ki. Finally, however, in my twenties, I found what I had been searching for: I began training with an aikido teacher in the U.S who had a deep understanding of breath power, and who remains my teacher to this day. I owe a deep debt of gratitude to him for introducing me to the reality and the power of Ki energy. And I learned something unexpected at his dojo that has remained true throughout all my experiences at the Nishino Breathing Method Headquarters: wherever there is Ki energy flowing strongly, there is also great laughter and deep joy.
Aikido involves practicing with a partner, so it’s not something you can easily do by yourself. So, when I was back in Japan during graduate school, a friend who knew I was interested in Ki energy gave me a book by someone named Kōzō Nishino, which included instructions on how to cultivate Ki energy through breathing exercises that you can practice on your own. I read the book and began practicing the exercises for a few months, until it dawned on me that I could just visit the Tokyo headquarters of the Nishino Breathing Method and see first-hand what the book was talking about. So, in 2000, I paid my membership fee and walked into the Tokyo Nishino headquarters dojo for the first time.
Needless to say, I was blown away, mentally and physically, and I was overjoyed. Watching Master Nishino do Taiki with students was kind of like watching a drama unfold, or like watching a great choreographer at work. His students would receive a profound exchange of Ki energy, and through the alchemy of that interaction, you could see some of the students’ own unique talents shining forth: it was clear that some were dancers, or gymnasts, or singers, or martial artists, each receiving Ki energy in their own unique way. It seemed that the experience of Taiki with Master Nishino touched people at the very core of their being. It was incredible to see and to experience, as well as mysterious, and unforgettable.
At the same time, I’ve always felt that in every century there are a few miraculous people who walk the earth, which is exactly what I had read about in books as a teenager. So, while it felt amazing to be in Master Nishino’s presence, the fact of his existence itself didn’t surprise me. The real question remained: can those incredible people who walk the earth transmit their abilities to others? What truly surprised me were all the Shidōin (指導員)—the instructors who led the classes under Master Nishino. They were ordinary-seeming people, men and women, some older, some younger, all of whom possessed extraordinary breath power, who could send me flying across the room while barely moving a muscle. This is what ultimately amazed me and continues to amaze me about the Nishino Breathing Method: not just that one incredibly talented human could develop the method, but that he could transmit it to so many “ordinary” instructors, who are each filled with their own unique reservoir of powerful Ki energy.
I owe a deep debt of gratitude to the instructors and students of the Nishino Breathing Method in Japan, who keep the teachings alive and who work tirelessly to make the teachings available to everyone. As I continue to train with my dear teachers whenever I am able at the Nishino Breathing Method, Tokyo Headquarters, I hope that I will continue to learn one millionth of what Master Nishino knew, and one thousandth of what the instructors understand. No matter how little or how much I develop, however, it’s a joyful path to be on.